fitting in...

i was sitting by myself the other day, i dont really fit in anywhere
some of my friends are older than me so have different ways of looking at things and their leaving school soon, 15 school day to be exact and it sucks and im gonna miss them big time, well its not really a them more a her, My Twigs is going and i dont know where, she doesnt know where and im not gonna get to see her and im gonna miss her like hell, i dont know what i would have done without her these last couple of months its insane....
but yeah back to my point, after she leaves i dont really know what im gonna do friend wise, because yes i have friends, quite alot of them tbh but i dont really have that special group that everyone bangs on about, after tw=igs goes i dont know where i;ll belong because like shes holding our group together i dunno what guy will do when she leaves with hanging out with me and i dont really have a group that i hang with at lunch, im so fking busy... i have my dancer, but she has other "close" friends she hangs with and K and K are lovely but i dont think ill be hanging out with them and my old friends i cant really go back to them coz i sorta ditched them at the end of last year for all my activities and i know they understand that but its like, will they take me back, im not in with what they do anymore, we used to have a routine and now that routine has changed and i guess i left before that happened. i dunno, i'll figure something out, but i dont think there will be any danger of me gettinf in with the comrie lot, too much clash of personalities there as it is, i really shouldn't get involved.

well
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