hey hey hey

heya guys...
well just thought i let you in on a secret, i'm a bit random :P
but shhhhtt not many people know :)

well yesh i cant really think of anything to write so i think ill stop lol

night
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FINALLY!

well hello there, well my new laptop is finally up and running and on the net which is ace, and means that i will be able to post more often :):)

well um yeah im at work lol and thats really it, oh that and its easter :)

again its a working progress

well yeah its guy problem and i don't know what to do, but i will get there it's just gonna take time and effort but i'll get there. no matter his decision i will be fine... i always am.

well yeah.. working process

i really don't know what to do, i like this guy and i don't know if he likes me and yes this is gonna be your average teenage girl rant, because yes i know millions of other people have gone through this millions of times before me but still, i haven't done this before and i dunno whats gonna happen...

well yeah there's this guy and he's older than me, by like a year and a bit (and at the age i am thats quite alot as that puts me at roughly the same age as his sister) and like i dunno and i dont like this feeling.. and i wish i could just ask if he likes me or if i should back off, yes it would most probably hurt as my friend spoke to him about me and he said he had never thought of me like that before ( which implies he was thinking about it then... ) and stuff then he was acted different tonight than he has been before or maybe i was just being paranoid; i don't know any more - i really don't...

but yeah I've been working with him for the last few weeks and its been uber cool, but i dunno.. well i turn 15 on Monday which should be fun.. lol .. and i know that if something happens with him then it will make me the happiest I've been in a long while..

bye guys
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