Catching up..

Just read up on my friends blogs and it actually upset me to realise how much i have missed, not just becuase I left school but becuase I left my friends behind and I didnt appreciate who they were or what they were going through... all I could think about was my life and what I was doing. It hurt me to realise that I wasnt in some peoples fondest memories anymore, even though they mean the world to me and I would do anything I could to get back to the closeness we had a couple of years ago. Yes I am just feeling sorry for myself. But isnt that what these blogs are for...